it’s so weird how one song reminds me of you. right now it’s gotta be

half crazy by freestyle

it’s not even a long distance song, but the first few lyrics just get to me… ahhhhhhh :( i miss you so much mine. keep waiting for me, okay? 

no, it hasn’t been much fun

since you’ve been gone

my eyes begin to fill

every time i hear our song

that feeling when the person you are working hard for… disregards your efforts almost completely. 

i will get tired eventually, remember that. 

just like cotton candy melting in your mouth, the sweetness of a relationship fades after all the excitement of the chase fizzles out. from all the tingles of every nerve ending when he used to say “I love you” to the bitter taste left after you forcefully say “love ya”. the difference of how each other’s presence filled the air with love, compassion and .. just fullness and how now the air is empty, except for the cloudiness left by jealousy, arguments and doubt. everything is fading between the two of you. and all you can do is reach into the air and try to grab hold of the memories you would die without, as they too, disappear slowly before your eyes. 

just a little doodling in philosophy class.