12:51 by Krissy and Ericka
so, this is it. after tomorrow, it’s official. after tomorrow, you are no longer mine i am no longer yours. up to now, i’ve been trying so hard to keep busy so that i could forget about the hurt. and up to now, i haven’t had the guts to face the realizations of everything. i haven’t had the guts to look at the problem in the face, because i knew that i wouldn’t be able to go through it without crying. maybe.. just maybe.. there was something more to this. maybe, we’re supposed to meet again someday and remember all these feelings and maybe that’s when our maybe’s will turn into for sures. because the only for sures in our relationship or what was our relationship .. is that we need to be apart for now. last december one of the if not THE best time of my life. i discovered the magic of spontaneity, and discovered how it would be to love someone from a distance. it was difficult but taught me so much. there’s lots that i want to say. but this song is here because these are all the words i wish i could say to you. i miss you, and i’ll always love you.
1 year, 1 month, 6 days. it’s been that long since I last saw you, it’s been that long since I felt absolutely complete. there’s no saying when I’ll see you again— but I hope it’s soon. I’ve never had this kind of longing in my life. I’m longing for everything with you. Longing that you still feel the same a year ago, longing for that first touch of our hands. Longing to finally see you happy and to finally feel that happiness for myself. Over the course of the year, there has not been a day where I don’t think about you. There have been countless nights not being able to sleep.. there have been countless hours waiting for each other. There are lots of people who say that there is no way that we will last, and I want to prove each and every one of them wrong. I can’t handle the fact that I couldn’t be there when you needed me most last year. Somehow— I know that because of that experience and because we are still together, that maybe we are more in love than we can see. Sometimes though I wonder, if we are only hoping for something that’s not really going to happen or wok out. I’ve personally never been so attached to a person. Don’t ask me to explain to you why, because I don’t know. You know what they say though, if you can’t explain something you were probably thinking with you heart, not your head. That’s true, I’ve been thinking with this heart for so long. That’s why sometimes… I get hurt. You’re the only person I could even imagine to love like this. Take it as you want, but just keep in mind.. no matter how far apart we are, or how far apart we’ll grow throughout the years in the future .. I’ll always come back to that place by the beach and remember the shy boy who brought me to love someone else more than myself.
Yung moment na may namimiss ako, tapos ito pa ang nakita ko sa Tuweter. Grrrrr. Emo-emuhan ako dito, tas ‘tong dalawang ‘to, NAIINGGIT pa! :))
Yung kahit na may di sila pagkakaintindihan, ang cool pa rin nila! KAYO NA! :D Ako na inggit! :P :D
Stay strong and keep going. ❤ :)
Wag sana kayong magalit sa pag-post ko ng conve niyo. :) Peace. ✌
Ang drama ko lang. Ano ba yan!! Hahahahaha! :P Stalker ka, Tei? Bwahahaha! Joke lang :D Wag ka na emo dyan no!! :*
i remember doing this too before.. ahhh skyping for 13 hours straight with my bebe when i didn’t have school yet last year. Skype > Sleep any day for my mine. <3
let alone same continents.. :(
it’s so weird how one song reminds me of you. right now it’s gotta be
half crazy by freestyle
it’s not even a long distance song, but the first few lyrics just get to me… ahhhhhhh :( i miss you so much mine. keep waiting for me, okay?
no, it hasn’t been much fun
since you’ve been gone
my eyes begin to fill
every time i hear our song
hahaha just found this in my pictures folder. i remember i screenshotted this so he couldn’t weasel his way out of our skype dates. and in fairness, he stayed true to his word :) i love him. distance ain’t got nothin on us.
i miss this guy so much. and this smile ahhhhhh it makes me melt :)
for those of you who are just beginning a long distance relationship, or contemplating it because it seems hard, well it is. but me and my boy have made it to almost one year.. and all you have to do is never stop having faith. when you’re working your ass off doing an 8 hour shift and you feel like you just wanna go home, keep thinking “im working this hard to see them again” or when you’re laying in bed in tears because you’re hugging a pillow and not them, keep thinking “today is one day closer to the next time i see him”. little motivators like that have kept me sane for this year. i know there will only be more trials, but God is on my side with this one…
stay strong!♥
oh man, it never fails to make me smile when my boy come home from a 10 hour bus ride and first thing he wants to do is talk to me :) just chatted for about 5 hours, haha didnt even notice time moving. then says “thank you for your time mine” and that makes it twenty times better. they say that long distance is hard, and yes it is.. but it is so worth it. knowing that the next time you see each other you’ll embrace every second together. ahh. love him to bits.
- me: im so nervous for the first time we'll be seeing each other again in over a year
- him: bakit ka nervous? ako hindi, happy nga ako e.. nangigigil
- *KILIG* hahahah
