it’s just a constant battle of self interest vs. their self interest. in my case, his self interest comes way before mine. that’s supposed to be wrong.. but didn’t they also say that you know you really love someone if you put them before you? well, here i am, you philosophers out there. where do i go now? i wish plato, aristotle and the whole gang could philosophise (is that a real word) what’s going on here. for now my itunes will just have to take their place. 

i hate feeling like a worthless piece of trash to sum it all up.